I quietly sat down on his bed and lowered myself so we were face to face.
His breathing was steady and calm.
I wanted to take this moment to really study him. To remember his tiny nose, perfect skin and long beautiful eyelashes.
I sat on the bed for quite some time as he laid peacefully sleeping.
And I just stared thinking, Where did the time go?
I feel as though his baby years were such a blur.
There isn’t a time that I don’t remember him keeping right up with his bigger brother.
Yet he is still so tiny.
I am sad to think that he will be my last baby and I am trying to soak up the time we have together.
I know years down the line I will look back and want to relive this very moment.
Just one more time.